I wish for you to hold me close and brace me from the cold

open your loving arms to receive all of me

don’t flinch darling as I tighten my frantic hold

I promise this will only hurt you briefly

Bare your perfect self to me, peel open your chest

make space, let me crawl in next to your beating heart

“Seal me in!” I demand, overwhelmingly compressed

but desperate to never, ever be apart

I will settle into your bones, uncomfortable in your flawless skin

Parasitic and leeching, but always inside and with you

buried so that nothing can do me harm this deep within

so deep that prying me out will be the end of you, too

does my gaze not warn you mortal, of troubles coming to be?
is there not an air of feminine sorcery clinging to all around me?

does the wildness of my hair and lack of fragility of my stare
not give you caution and warnings that you shouldn’t dare?

you loom over me
big persistent male energy
disgusting, advantageous, and filthy
upon the small, lonely little witch by the sea

with a flutter of my fingers, i laugh as your bones twist and bend
into a hog’s body and madness you shall descend

I lead you, my new beast, outside to your new destiny
then I close the wooden gate and trap all my fat piggies behind me

the indifference of death awaits us all,

its hands cold and slowly impending

inky darkness welcomes all who fall

into another reality, unknown and uncomprehending

what awaits us beyond our end?

another life, another chance?

into fire, beyond the descend

or into the heavens where angels dance?

exist now and in a moment cease

but journey to the undetermined finally at peace

visions of love and springtime dew
of sweet birds singing and calling
our eyes meet and again i fall for you
and you catch me as i’m falling

the light kisses the brown in your eyes
and, oh! you must know my darling
that your face to me is like the rosy sunrise
but even with you here i am still yearning

oh, why do i ache with this sadness then
when my spirits should be soaring?
i have you here in my arms again
but yet still my heart is aching

my eyes open then to sickening reality
you’re gone and leave truth in your place
you’ve left me here alone with my eternal plea
where i am to dream to glimpse my love’s face